Jared in Costa Rica

Jared left for his family vacation to Costa Rica today. He called me from the airport but I missed it, and now he's already gone. I always hate missing his calls, but I'm disproportionally upset because that would have been the last time I could talk to him until he gets back in a week. He was kind of holding me together these past few days what with the other stuff going on. I feel like a jerk for missing his last call. It's going to be lonely without him.